She thinks I'm driving her nuts, but really I'm going crazy too. I mean this whole thing is just sooooo...I don't know. It's easy, but it's hard. It's messy, but it's neat. It is magnificent and just plain blah. It's the thing I wanted for such a long time and now it just feels like something else should be happening. LOL!
I know that these ramblings are jumbled and they don't really make a lot of sense to the majority of my readers, but it makes sense to me. I realized last night that I am in the middle of moment. I wake up feeling warm and fuzzy on the inside. I smile at the memories of friday nights at games and all day movie sessions on holidays. I get flustered because I can't remember the first kiss, or the details of every phone call. I drive myself nuts analyzing the details. Then in a moment when I am totally outdone, I remember that I can't forget the love.
It's no longer about the phone call that was interrupted or the distance. It is and has always been about love and I'm so alright with that.
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