Bitter

This morning I found myself wrestling with a feeling that I don't often have. I felt utterly and completely bitter. I tried to whisper a prayer about it. I tried texting a friend, but the feeling just kept lingering around like an unwelcomed guest at a party. That image is so annoying because my life right now is just that. I am in party mode. I have been celebrating so many wonderful milestones. I have been enjoying my days. I have just been so happy. But bitter has a way of sneaking up on you. Bitter doesn't knock on the door and ask permission to be let in. Bitter just creeps in through the window or a back door. Bitter has had me in a funk all day and I am desperately seeking a way for bitter to exit the building.