Wednesday, July 1, 2009

I Used To Love Her

I used to love her, but now I don't. I thought that I had so much more to say than I do right now. I guess it's because I'm wondering what I could say that wouldn't come across the wrong way. In reality, I used to love her is a little bit too strong of a statement. It is also only part of a bigger thought. I used to love her, but then I asked myself why. Why do you love her? What is it about her? Is it her smile? Is it the way her eyes have a spark in them when she laughs. Is it her calm/quiet demeanor?

I don't think it's any of those things. I loved her because you did. I loved her because you saw the promise in her. You saw her smile, her sparkle, her kindness....You fell in love with her. You were the catalyst for my good thoughts and my bad. You were the reason I used to love her. Now, you're the reason I do not.

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