It's Alright, But It's Not OK

You know when you find out something and initially it's not a big deal and then when you sit with it a while it takes over your thoughts and you just find yourself unable to do anything except sit and stare and wonder and write run on sentences on your blog because really all of it is coming without thought or form or periods its just a massive glob of words bouncing around in your head like a ping pong ball and no matter what you do no matter how many games of tetris you play or how many people you start to email and then stop the only thing that you keep hearing in your head is she is pregnant and you want to say hey who cares but the best you can do is it's alright, but it's not ok