I am so tired right now.  For the past two nights I've had trouble getting to sleep.  I know that this is partially because my activities during the day have been so mundane that my body is tired, but my mind is on overdrive.  I don't know why I keep thinking the same thoughts and dreaming these dreams.  I wake in the morning and I am left feeling exhausted like I've just gone to battle.  I don't know what the battle is about.  I just know that I'm tired of the feeling. 
I'm tired and there's not a lot that I can do about it.  I think about the possibility of taking a nap, but now there is no time.  Now, there is a job that I know will soon be great.  It's in the process of something,  but the process and my sleepless nights are not in concert with each other.  I just feel like I need a moment of clarity.  I need a moment where my head is clear, my sleep is uninterrupted, and my waking hours have more meaning than just being there.
 
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